鈴木涼美さんのインスタグラム写真 - (鈴木涼美Instagram)「It's been 1200 days since I lost my mother. And I finally found a way to open her albums which I couldn't even look at. She wasn't a "good mother" though, was such a wonderful Mommy more than you could ever imagine. She was the one who showed me what books can do for the people. I cannot even imagine what if wasn't for her. She had written 5 books for children. She translated 76 English children's books to Japanese. Also she wrote 4 books about children's literature. She had a wonderful class in college to teach students about children's books. She kept doing her volunteer job, reading great books at the orphanage even when she was busy or ill. She also raised me just as I am. When I was young I was such a fool, was a typical bad daughter and I did everything that hurt my parents. I didn't even spend enough time with them. which I repent everyday feeling restless. I was too young to know something truly precious. When my Mom passed away, I felt so insecure, I actually don't remember how I felt. It was too hard for me not to deny my lost. Now, I miss her everyday and found out what I lost. So, girls who's bad enough to read my books, please don't lose sight of what is truly important and precious. Please keep in touch with and be nice to your parents, even if you're currently into some other things. even if you are young and doing bad things. even if you're in unsatisfying situation or in difficult period. even if you're in porn industry or in prostitution industry. It might not always be comfortable, but mother's love is a kind of things that you cannot get it back. My Mom who was always full of love still lives in my and many people's heart. But I'm so sorry that she can't hold my hands and give me some tips for life like she did before. #rip #funeral #memorial #mother #love」9月6日 1時25分